life is not what it may seem now as what you wanted it to be when you were young. Yes you find the right job and you have the people around you that you love but sometimes that may not be enough at the end of the day.

days like this all i want is to talk with my father but hay we cant always have what we want and that is life, even if you don't like it. reality sets in and then you realize that all the pent-up emotions will have to come out sooner rather then later. If you keep your feelings in for the last 3 years, like i have, you will have a ticking time bomb in your hands that is ready to explode!!!

It is hard to listen to people when they don't know what you are going thru and you think that they don't understand everything that you are going thru but if you listen to 1% of what they tell you you may be fine at the end of the day and i did not listen i ran and ran and rand.....

who do they think they are telling me they know what is best for me in the long run. i have a mind of my own and i can use it with out any one telling me what to do but oooohhhh how wrong am i??

well i will tell you that i am dead wrong. you need people to tell you when you are messing up or when you need a hand. i like to do things myself and not have any one do it for me. sometimes it is a good thing but not 100% of the time.

take the hand people give you. well i don't know if i will but it is good advice at the end of the day!!

I have had a day of shouting, screaming, doors slamming and now i am alone thinking about things and me = thinking = bad!!

Well hope ur day was better then mine!!